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I find beauty in everything, even those dark moments. But when I look in a mirror I  am disgusted, when I look inside me i only find hate. 

Happy Valentines day to me. 

Happy Valentines day to me. 

“Virginity’s not some beautiful thing. It’s not some treasure that I have to guard until I find the one or the right person because there is no right person. There’s just some dude and it happens and it’s a little gnarly and kind of uncomfortable but one day… One day, it’s going to be terrific. It’s going to be like crazy porno sex terrific and so I’ve just got to get from here to there safely and on my own terms. Please just tell me why I can’t go and get it over with?”

Aubrey - The First Time (2012)

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I lack self motivation. My world revolves around sleeping, eating, and college. If it wasn’t because I have to attend class i would spend the rest of my life locked away in my room

I lack self motivation. My world revolves around sleeping, eating, and college. If it wasn’t because I have to attend class i would spend the rest of my life locked away in my room

I am nothing.
What is nothing?
Anything. 

live.

live.

I find more solitude in the past than i will ever find in the future.

I find more solitude in the past than i will ever find in the future.

A journal entry for my RWS 200 Class

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Prompt: http://www.beliefnet.com/columnists/onfire/2012/05/09/9-questions-for-uncovering-your-gift/

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I get satisfaction from knowing I have helped someone or just knowing that in some way I got them to see things differently. In general, I seem to enjoy helping other but it is not always such a good thing because sometimes I put their needs and problems first. 


Although I don’t have problems making friends, I enjoy my own company a lot more than the one of others. During my alone time I enjoy reading. I used to have a big collection of books but a couple months ago I started donating them to my local library. However, there are books that I can’t seem to detach myself from. The idea of someone damaging the books that have helped me through hard times is indescribable. I understand they are just paper but somehow they have become part of my life and I refuse to give them to someone who will not appreciate them.

I don’t think understand people, sometimes I don’t even understand myself. I know what I need to do and I know what I want, but sometimes it all seems worthless. Other times it feels like everything somehow makes sense. The biggest think I don’t understand about people is their need to pretend that everything is perfect. I have come to realize that things are not what they seem and sometimes the “perfect” individuals are the ones who are screwed up the most.  Yet I don’t think there is nothing wrong with being “screwed up”

 I get bored easily. Which I why I prefer to be alone, to some extreme it is a bit narcissistic since I find my company to be more interesting than that of any other person. People are so simple and I want someone who will challenged my ideas and who I can enjoy silence with. 

“Go for someone who is proud to have you.”

Frank Ocean

WRECK THIS JOURNAL.

WRECK THIS JOURNAL.

She.  

She.  

Raw me, full with errors and no thinking. 

Raw me, full with errors and no thinking. 

I cant seem to find anything that inspires me lately. Everything seems so bland. 

I cant seem to find anything that inspires me lately. Everything seems so bland.